Monday, December 27, 2010

Lonely

Today is a bad day for me.  Feeling really lonely i haven't had anyone to talk to.  I think i am getting cabin fever just want to leave.  But i will hold out there is no point in leaving because i am responsible i don't run from responsibility i agreed to this deal and i will hold out.  With whatever the future holds i will do my best to hang in there. 

7 comments:

  1. Maybe you should try thinking about why that person is running away before you make it seem like a bad thing.

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  2. well the person hasn't been nice about the leaving all they keep saying is they cant wait to leave and they are packing all there stuff as quickly as possible. So it hurts me when all they want is to get away from me or this place i can't tell which, so its hard to understand how it can be good for anyone but them.

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  3. It doesn't seem like that, it seems like the one is very lazy and needs to be pushed everyday about packing. Being excited about going on a vacation doesn't seem like that much of a crime either. Maybe there fast paced packing is due to something else altogether.

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  4. Yes vacation isn't a crime. It's the possibility of them not coming back that makes me upset because they are so free spirited that they most likely wont for a really long time. And as for the reason they are packing so fast trying to leave i am not privy to that information nor do i think i ever will be.

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  5. Well sounds like you just have to take the chance of them not coming back, would you rather have them miserable and unhappy in a city they don't want to be for reasons you wont understand or off on an adventure being happy and content? Maybe where there going has a purpose, maybe there is something there that is helpful to the problem they find themselves in.

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  6. Well it is out of my hands I cant do anything to change weather they go or not. I just hope they understand that they are family weather they tell me whats bother them or not. I don't like that they don't want me involved in there life on a personal level but i still try to help, and i will miss them.

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  7. Family is good, but everyone has secrets they can't sometimes share.

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